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Golden memory

Golden memory (yellow version) (2022). Pen on cotton and abaca paper. Average dims 6.75 x 4.1 x 0.25” closed. Variable edition of 3. Cynthia Sears Collection, Tufts SMFA Library Special Collections
Golden memory (yellow version) (2022). Pen on cotton and abaca paper. Average dims 6.75 x 4.1 x 0.25” closed. Variable edition of 3. Cynthia Sears Collection, Tufts SMFA Library Special Collections
Golden memory (yellow version) (2022). Pen on cotton and abaca paper. Average dims 6.75 x 4.1 x 0.25” closed. Variable edition of 3. Cynthia Sears Collection, Tufts SMFA Library Special Collections
Golden memory (yellow version) (2022). Pen on cotton and abaca paper. Average dims 6.75 x 4.1 x 0.25” closed. Variable edition of 3. Cynthia Sears Collection, Tufts SMFA Library Special Collections
Golden memory (2022). Inkjet print on persimmon powder dusted hanji, embedded in abaca paper (eds 1-5). 6.5 x 4.75 x 0.13” closed. Variable edition of 10.
Golden memory (2022). Inkjet print on persimmon powder dusted hanji, embedded in abaca paper (eds 1-5). 6.5 x 4.75 x 0.13” closed. Variable edition of 10.
Golden memory (2022). Inkjet print on pigmented cotton paper, embedded in abaca paper (eds 6-10). 6.5 x 4.75 x 0.13” closed. Variable edition of 10. Western Michigan University Special Collections.

Golden memory, yellow version (2022). Pen on cotton and abaca paper. Dims vary, around 6.4 x 4.1 x 0.25” closed. Variable edition of 3. Cynthia Sears Artists’ Book Collection, SMFA @ Tufts Library, University of Victoria Special Collections.

Golden memory, persimmon version (2022). Inkjet print on persimmon powder dusted hanji, embedded in abaca paper. 6.5 x 4.75 x 0.13” closed. Variable edition of 10 (#s 1–5). Private collections.

Golden memory, green version (2022). Inkjet print on pigmented cotton paper, embedded in abaca paper. 6.5 x 4.75 x 0.13” closed. Variable edition of 10 (#s 6–10). Oberlin Art Library Artists’ Books Collection, University of Michigan Library, Western Michigan University Special Collections, private collections.

We so often forget what our bodies actually know until we are compelled to use them, to become part of the world. This book speaks to how powerfully the things we learn by doing become embedded in our bodies. Stories of how heat affects color and strength are encapsulated in the pages of the book itself, available to read but permanently integrated. All of the paper is made by hand and the book was created in wet stage, spread by spread.

Golden memory

Grandmothers know
if you wrap an egg in onion skins,
tie them tight, and boil—

The shell changes color.

What children might not know
is that the leaves that stain sidewalks
are bursting with color

eager for release.

It’s so easy to crack an egg when raw.
But once the egg is boiled hard,
You could squeeze forever and it won’t break.

Heat strengthens and tempers.

What you learn in the world by doing
you never forget

Not a stain that washes away,
but forever part of the language of your hands.

Pelagic inheritance

Pelagic inheritance (2022). Inkjet print and natural dyes on handmade papers, thread, paper thread, bark lace, woven paper, deconstructed paper dresses. 12.75 x 8 x 0.5” closed. One of a kind. BIMA collection.
Pelagic inheritance (2022). Inkjet print and natural dyes on handmade papers, thread, paper thread, bark lace, woven paper, deconstructed paper dresses. 12.75 x 8 x 0.5” closed. One of a kind. BIMA collection.
Pelagic inheritance (2022). Inkjet print and natural dyes on handmade papers, thread, paper thread, bark lace, woven paper, deconstructed paper dresses. 12.75 x 8 x 0.5” closed. One of a kind. BIMA collection.
Pelagic inheritance (2022). Inkjet print and natural dyes on handmade papers, thread, paper thread, bark lace, woven paper, deconstructed paper dresses. 12.75 x 8 x 0.5” closed. One of a kind. BIMA collection.
Pelagic inheritance (2022). Inkjet print and natural dyes on handmade papers, thread, paper thread, bark lace, woven paper, deconstructed paper dresses. 12.75 x 8 x 0.5” closed. One of a kind. BIMA collection.
Pelagic inheritance (2022). Inkjet print and natural dyes on handmade papers, thread, paper thread, bark lace, woven paper, deconstructed paper dresses. 12.75 x 8 x 0.5” closed. One of a kind. BIMA collection.
Pelagic inheritance (2022). Inkjet print and natural dyes on handmade papers, thread, paper thread, bark lace, woven paper, deconstructed paper dresses. 12.75 x 8 x 0.5” closed. One of a kind. BIMA collection.

Pelagic inheritance (2022). Inkjet print and natural dyes on handmade papers, thread, paper thread, bark lace, woven paper, deconstructed paper dresses. 12.75 x 8 x 0.5” closed. One of a kind. Cynthia Sears Artists’ Books Collection.

Pelagic inheritance was made in Cleveland by Aimee Lee for Bionic Hearing Press using mostly handmade papers that are mostly hanji, silk thread, paper thread, bark lace, and remnants of years of studio work and teaching. The papers, lace, and woven thread were made, dyed, decorated, and manipulated with joomchi and textile techniques by Aimee.

The grave rubbing was taken with a crayon outside of Seoul and dyed with safflower petals at the studio of Cho Misook in Yangpyeong, Korea. The image of small shifu squares was taken by Velma Bolyard of Wake Robin in Canton, New York, of her own shifu, and printed by Aimee via paper lithography onto hanji shifu made by Asao Shimura in Poking, Philippines. The blue paper attached to persimmon coated hanji was printed by Yuko Kimura at Zygote Press in Cleveland. Text in Garamond on hanji by Aimee using an inkjet printer. All text, binding, dressmaking, and sewing by Aimee in memory of her female ancestors.

Pelagic inheritance

Trauma can and does replicate in body after body after body

One day my mother and her
mother were in a boat

to wash clothes

Before that, my father’s
grandmother birthed eight children,
of them, two daughters

One became the first lady of South Korea.

one piece of white clothing
fell into the water

my mother
reached for it

Her entire
trunk
submerged

We are woven together in
so many ways as to
become inextricably bound

though we make our way
as if we are completely independent,
unattached

My great aunt made paper before I did
Her picture framed at the papermaker’s booth

A mother pulled out her child
screaming, You could have drowned

my mother’s memory:
floating white gauze

then immediately afterwards,
a fear of water,
an inability to swim

We aren’t alone after all.

She forced us to swim, through swallowing water,
sinking to the bottom of the pool, vomiting before
we even arrived

I’m still scared underwater

But we can all swim now.

Tree by tree

Tree by tree / accordion version (2025). Pen and suminagashi on paper. 3.9 x 4.1 x 0.25” closed, 24.9” wide open. One of a kind.
Tree by tree / accordion version (2025). Pen and suminagashi on paper. 3.9 x 4.1 x 0.25” closed, 24.9” wide open. One of a kind.
Tree by tree / accordion version (2025). Pen and suminagashi on paper. 3.9 x 4.1 x 0.25” closed, 24.9” wide open. One of a kind.
Tree by tree / green version (2025). Pen on handmade yucca-cotton-abaca paper. 5.6 x 7.8 x 0.3” closed, 11.25” wide open. 8 leaves; one of a kind.
Tree by tree / green version (2025). Pen on handmade yucca-cotton-abaca paper. 5.6 x 7.8 x 0.3” closed, 11.25” wide open. 8 leaves; one of a kind.
Tree by tree / green version (2025). Pen on handmade yucca-cotton-abaca paper. 5.6 x 7.8 x 0.3” closed, 11.25” wide open. 8 leaves; one of a kind.
Tree by tree / board version 2 (2025). Pen, walnut dye, persimmon juice on board; silk thread. 5.4 x 5.4 x 0.4” closed, 10.9” wide open.
Tree by tree / board version 2 (2025). Pen, walnut dye, persimmon juice on board; silk thread. 5.4 x 5.4 x 0.4” closed, 10.9” wide open.
Tree by tree / board version 1 (2025). Pen, walnut dye, persimmon juice on board; silk thread. 5.4 x 5.4 x 0.4” closed, 10.9” wide open.
Tree by tree / board version 1 (2025). Pen, walnut dye, persimmon juice on board; silk thread. 5.4 x 5.4 x 0.4” closed, 10.9” wide open.
Tree by tree / milkweed version (2025). Pen on handmade milkweed paper. 4.5 x 5.75 x 0.4” closed, 11.6” wide open. One of a kind.
Tree by tree / milkweed version (2025). Pen on handmade milkweed paper. 4.5 x 5.75 x 0.4” closed, 11.6” wide open. One of a kind.
Tree by tree / milkweed version (2025). Pen on handmade milkweed paper. 4.5 x 5.75 x 0.4” closed, 11.6” wide open. One of a kind.

Tree by tree / accordion version (2025). Pen and suminagashi on paper. 3.9 x 4.1 x 0.25” closed, 24.9” wide open. One of a kind. Cynthia Sears Artists’ Books Collection.

Tree by tree / milkweed version (2025). Pen on handmade milkweed paper. 4.5 x 5.75 x 0.4” closed, 11.6” wide open. One of a kind.

Tree by tree / green version (2025). Pen on handmade yucca-cotton-abaca paper. 5.6 x 7.8 x 0.3” closed, 11.25” wide open. 8 leaves; one of a kind.

Tree by tree / board version 1 (2025). Pen, walnut dye, persimmon juice on board; silk thread. 5.4 x 5.4 x 0.4” closed, 10.9” wide open. Variable edition (1/2). Cynthia Sears Artists’ Books Collection.

Tree by tree / board version 2 (2025). Pen, walnut dye, persimmon juice on board; silk thread. 5.4 x 5.4 x 0.4” closed, 10.9” wide open. Variable edition (2/2).

To become familiar with one sliver of a beloved landscape, I went outside every day for over a week to draw the same black walnut tree at Oak Spring Garden Foundation in Virginia in February 2025. The weather shifted rapidly from warm spring sunny days to extreme wind that made it sound like pieces of the house would fly away to snow that shut down campus. The tree stayed constant, and even on days that were too cold or windy to stay out long, I was deeply compelled to visit and draw. Each of these books is unique but all of them were made in the same batch, sitting or standing with them in a pile, doing drawing after drawing. Combined with my personal sketchbook, I made at least six drawings a day of this tree, and the growing intimacy and ability to see is recorded clearly. What began as a daily task became a meditation and valuable relationship that defined my days arriving on the land and communing with it.

Versions of Tree by Tree available, each signed and each a one-of-a-kind in the series.

Sample Book Series IV: Butterfly salt

Sample Book Series IV: Butterfly salt (2025). Natural dye, pigment, inkjet, pencil, thread on handmade paper and bark. 10.75 x 14.5 x 0.5” closed. 26.75” wide open. One of a kind. Cynthia Sears Artists' Books Collection.
Sample Book Series IV: Butterfly salt (2025). Natural dye, pigment, inkjet, pencil, thread on handmade paper and bark. 10.75 x 14.5 x 0.5” closed. 26.75” wide open. One of a kind. Cynthia Sears Artists' Books Collection.
Sample Book Series IV: Butterfly salt (2025). Natural dye, pigment, inkjet, pencil, thread on handmade paper and bark. 10.75 x 14.5 x 0.5” closed. 26.75” wide open. One of a kind. Cynthia Sears Artists' Books Collection.
Sample Book Series IV: Butterfly salt (2025). Natural dye, pigment, inkjet, pencil, thread on handmade paper and bark. 10.75 x 14.5 x 0.5” closed. 26.75” wide open. One of a kind. Cynthia Sears Artists' Books Collection.
Sample Book Series IV: Butterfly salt (2025). Natural dye, pigment, inkjet, pencil, thread on handmade paper and bark. 10.75 x 14.5 x 0.5” closed. 26.75” wide open. One of a kind. Cynthia Sears Artists' Books Collection.
Sample Book Series IV: Butterfly salt (2025). Natural dye, pigment, inkjet, pencil, thread on handmade paper and bark. 10.75 x 14.5 x 0.5” closed. 26.75” wide open. One of a kind. Cynthia Sears Artists' Books Collection.
Sample Book Series IV: Butterfly salt (2025). Natural dye, pigment, inkjet, pencil, thread on handmade paper and bark. 10.75 x 14.5 x 0.5” closed. 26.75” wide open. One of a kind. Cynthia Sears Artists' Books Collection.
Sample Book Series IV: Butterfly salt (2025). Natural dye, pigment, inkjet, pencil, thread on handmade paper and bark. 10.75 x 14.5 x 0.5” closed. 26.75” wide open. One of a kind. Cynthia Sears Artists' Books Collection.
Sample Book Series IV: Butterfly salt (2025). Natural dye, pigment, inkjet, pencil, thread on handmade paper and bark. 10.75 x 14.5 x 0.5” closed. 26.75” wide open. One of a kind. Cynthia Sears Artists' Books Collection.

Sample Book Series IV: Butterfly salt (2025). Natural dye, pigment, inkjet, pencil, thread on handmade paper and bark. 10.75 x 14.5 x 0.5” closed. 26.75” wide open. One of a kind. Cynthia Sears Artists’ Books Collection.

Named after a favorite aunt’s phrase about how to season Korean radishes when sautéed as a side dish, this book presents various samples of weaving paper and bark, sometimes singly and sometimes combined. Under each sample runs a sestina about family, language, travel, and pain. Aimee Lee made this book for Bionic Hearing Press in Cleveland, wrote the text, and applied it to handmade paper via pencil and inkjet (Minion Pro). The front cover design comes from hammered bark that has been pressure printed onto hanji at Zygote Press in Cleveland. Endsheets by Michelle Li at Oberlin College Libraries’ papermaking studio. Colors are derived from mixed lots of botanical papers, aqueous dispersed pigments in the papermaking vat, and natural dyes applied after papermaking, along with beeswax, crayon, Korean oils and lacquer.

Butterfly salt

I was finally flying to the place that pulls
on my heart, on my mind, in my dreams, this thread
that always tangles up in my chest and gut and mouth.
On the plane, I saw exactly which juice I wanted:
Grapefruit. But the flight attendant misunderstood
my words and reinterpreted, Apple? On that flight,

the first word flew
onto a new list: jamong. I pulled
out a book to start the note to help me understand
all of the new/old words that would begin upon landing, threads
in the tapestry of this language, the key to this place I love, where I want
to have a home I can safely return to, where I can feed my mouth

the foods that it has known since birth. I seek more mouths
that speak to me knowingly, attached to sensibilities that can fly
alongside my intermittent visits. What I most want
is what I’ve had all along, the cousin who hears my stuttering, can pull
the correct meaning from my missteps, and repeat it back to me whole. She threads
that needle deftly: listening, retranslating, and perfectly understanding

what sounds to me like messy garble. She deciphers sounds usually misunderstood.
Crossing south of the river, her father pointed out the Ministry of Defense, and I mouthed
the words intently, adding gukbangbu to my list, extending the thread
of a vocabulary chain that breaks often yet feels like exercise towards flight,
feeding muscles to power the wings of fluency. My aching hip feels the pull
of a seat on the bus. First I see icons, then read noyakjaseok but do not want

to bring attention to my able-looking body. I keep standing. Who wants
to appear like a jerk taking a seat intended for the infirm? I cannot afford to be misunderstood.
After the final bus transfer, I hike uphill to return to my aunt’s kitchen, where I pull
lettuce—sangchu—and other greens from the fridge, which I chose at the store, my mouth
and stomach so hungry for fresh leaves. She tells me about the heavy cutting board and stories fly.
The birch trees whose strong and dense wood are gone, bakdal, but one remaining thread

sits heavy on the counter, covered with a dishcloth. No frayed threads,
neat enough for a grandmother grappling with depression and dementia, previously wanted
for family service. Her filial son majored in information and communications. This hyoja flew
his only child to Atlanta for college, not to study jeongbotongshin, and we all misunderstood
how traumatic this rift would be for her grandmother, my aunt. Out of her mouth
came the words and reassurance I always wanted, along with brightly colored fabric she pulled

from storage spots so we could sew. I flew here to be with her, and now we are wielding threads
together despite the aches that pull on us constantly. We live forever with tongjeung, not wanting
a way out because this pain binds us in understanding, traveling from our fascia to our mouths.

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